I hate myself.

How can I not?

The break almost ends. And I did nothing worthwhile.

I do not hate Allah’s creation.

I love my body, mind, etc.

But He gives me choices.

And I always choose the wrong one.

Ugh, I hate myself.

Self-esteem, self-efficacy, blah blah blah.

BS BS.

As crazy as things are now

These recent weeks have been a period of rediscovery of myself.

Rediscovered my long-lost love of programming.

Tested the deep waters of videography.

Challenged my core principles in life.

Dubito ergo cogito ergo sum.

Time to return back to writing, perhaps?